u/Much-Club-6049

So, I’ll tell you a story.

There was this private teacher of mine who was a big Krishna bhakt and a very kattar Hindu. He used to visit ISKCON very frequently. Whenever he came to my house to teach me, he would always talk about Krishna ji, his lilas, and Vishnu ji’s avatars. I really liked listening to him because I was a kid and found all of it very interesting.

One day, he told me the story of Hiranyakashipu, which I found really interesting. But at the end of the story, he said, “Krishna ji always takes an avatar to save dharma in every yug. In this yug, we have BJP, which is like God, and Congress, which is like the asuras. And as asuras never win congress should also never win”

At that age, I really didn’t think much about it because I didn’t have any political opinions of my own.

Then, about a year later, my classroom teacher, who was also an ISKCON devotee, said almost the exact same thing in almost the exact same way. She told us the same story of hiranyakashapyu and then said almost the exact same lines.

And their political opinions were not just similar—their WORDING WAS almost EXACTLY the same. They used the same words and explained it in almost the same manner.

Also, whenever my father used to pass by while that teacher was talking about these things, he would suddenly stop talking immediately and start teaching normally and in that 1hr of tuition he used to waste like 30mins on politics alone.

As a result i was brainwashed into thinking that "hindu khatre mei hai because of congress and we need to vote for bjp"

It feels like ki ye bjp ka kuch it cell something hai idk why

I am in 12th rn and will give neet in 2027

11th class ki bio and chem ikdam perfectly 11th me karli thi with modules done + ncert done + momentum.boister for physical chem and aakash ke app ke ques for chem

Phy mei i did aakash modules , momentum only for kinematics 😭 nothing extra....I still have left shm and oscillations backlog..though i know it's basics but lack question practice

MAJOR REASONS WHY I ASKED THIS QUES WAS - MY MARKS

despite completing the syllabus i dint score good in 11th manily because i dint revise effectively during exam gaps and also I improved my weak topics in chem, bio, phy in the last month of 11th , not when It was need i.e during the exams

12th mei abhi tak same jaa rha hai...though meko jyada time mil rha hai phy ke liye to do jee mains pyqs but still like marks itne ni aarhe(thiugh not as bad as 11th)..

Idk if its because of demotivation or what reason but now I am thinking ki marks ignore kardu and focus on syllabus completion and oct end mei tabh syllabus khtm ho jaayega tabh revision karke tests pe focus karu...but ye late ni ho jaayega ?? idk😭😭

When i solve questions of a particular topic for the first time I am actually able to do them in 1st go but when I redo them again after a gap like a 1 month gap , after fully revising the concept I am not able to do them with the same level of thinking as i did in the 1st attempt.

Basically,

i am saying tht i could think in a certain way when i did those questions for the first time but when I redo them my iq just kinda drops