I've had a personal experience where I felt God calling me to join the Eastern Orthodox Church. Since then, I've been wanting to live as an Orthodox Christian without actually attending a church, mostly because I still live with my parents (17m), and they're very against Orthodoxy.
Any advice? And ofc prayers welcome.
I am 17m, and I am completely lost in life. Every day I wake up, and I just don't know the point of it all. Nothing satisfies me—not that it matters since I don't have any friends. If I still went to school (long story with that, but planning on getting my GED), maybe I'd have a shot at a fulfilling life, but now... I'm not sure anymore. My lust addiction doesn't help either, although it's more of a symptom of a problem rather than the problem itself. Maybe it's my relationship with God; it has felt dry as a desert recently. Even so, I have no idea how to fix it. Sorry if I am all over the place. I just feel awful today. Just having someone to talk to would be nice.
I've come across many books on the resurrection but I'm not sure which one to pick up. I've only done a limited amount of research on the topic through videos so far. If you have any recommendations I'd love to hear them.