u/Mundane-Cry-2093

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7 aps: 5's: AP Bio, AP Stats, AP Hug, AP Psych, APES, taking AP Art, AP Calc AB

12 Honors: Eng 9, Eng 10, Eng 11, Bio, Chem, Math 2, Math 3, Principles of Biomedical Science, Human Body Systems, Medical Interventions, Physics, Biomedical Innovations

Took US history, Econ, Gov, English 12 at our local cc for hs cred

ECS:

400+ volunteer hours total, Founded Vet club junior year, senior year, Lead a donation drive with 50+ donations for our local animal shelter, Interned at our local animal shelter, 250+ volunteer hours at internship, VP of crochet club junior year, Secretary of drawing club junior year, senior year, secretary of toy donation club, HOSA veterinary science state qualifier, crochet instagram with 10k+ followers and millions of views, carnatic singing and ta for younger students

taking sat soon!

applying for CALS

Hi, so basically i have a trans sister and transphobic parents. And basically last to last night my sister was texting me and she said a lot of things that are like very concerning and i was super worried abt her. The next day, I get into an argument with my mom and i’m basically js telling her like pls start using her pronouns like i’m scared she’ll hurt herself and i’m basically like crying. My mom does not do that, instead she yells at my sister my dad gets involved and he starts yelling at my sister and i’ve just made things so much worse. I start crying bc my parents are just being so mean and i start yelling at them telling them they shouldn’t have ever had us and that their biggest mistake was starting a family and having kids because they couldn’t love them. And i’m just sobbing and sobbing and i can’t remember what they were yelling abt but they’re yelling so much and like i don’t know what to do so i run out of the room to the garage and i take the car keys to drive somewhere idk where probably my best friends house and like i don’t even have my license but i’m taking the test in a few days so ik how to drive. Anyways after that, my dad grabs me to get me to stop running away and i’m just sobbing uncontrollably and their yelling at and my mom passes me a pair of scissors and tells me to slit her wrist cause she says she’s such a bad mom. I’m crying and i’m begging them to just stay alive and all i want is for everyone to get along and be happy and my dads js yelling at me and telling me if my sister dies it’s my fault bc i use the right pronouns and encouraging her to be trans and be a girl and i’m js sobbing uncontrollably and idk i feel like there’s something wrong with me i hate this so much.

Anyways i rlly just want advice, like i’m applying for part time jobs to help pay for my sisters gender affirming surgeries which my parents won’t support, i’m 17 applying to colleges as well my parents will pay for college but i’m still going to apply hella scholarships and i have a good gpa so hopefully will ger some sort of financial autonomy?? anyways i’m leaving for college in a year i’m a senior this year but i just want advice like how to i deal with this for a whole more year like i want to know what do i do to make it better i js want everyone to stay alive

hi i got my permit in like feb and i didnt rlly start practicing til june cuz my parents wouldnt let me til summer started and i was less busy with school (for context im 17 and gonna be a senior).

Ive been practicing for hours everyday and like i rlly want to get my license in august before school starts so i can start driving to school but the thing is my mom and my sister keep telling me i suck at driving and should just postpone my test and not take it in august

obviously thats discouraging and ive def made a lot of mistakes while driving but i guess im just really upset about it cause ive been practicing so much to still be making mistakes.

i also live in cali which might make it harder and i live in an area with lots of reckless drivers. i asked my sister what i could improve on today and what i needed to work on and if she thought it was possible for me to get my license in august and she was like "no you can't, you just have slow reaction time" which is fair, but i really wanted to understand where i was messing up so i asked her for some instances where my reaction time was slow and she brought up how today I went into the left lane instead of going straight like she told me too. I went into the left lane cuz we were going to taco bell and taco bell was on the left so i jsut assumed we should be going left and into the city, and i thought straight was the wrong way.

i also miss turns when im with my sister and my mom a lot cuz theyll js be like "turn here" and ill be like "what??" and then ill drive past it cuz i dont know which "here" they are referring too.

I drive with my dad a lottttt too and he usually just tells me the streets to turn at which i find MUCH more helpful.

My dad says im improving a lot and hes been helping me learn parking cuz parking is the thing i have the least practice with and he says my left turns are good i just need to work on my right turns.

I feel like it doesnt help that when i drive with my moms she freaks out at any mistake but with my dad hell just like signal with his hands to like go a little left or a little right if im drifting. or if i make a bigger mistake like stopping too long hell be like "learn from your mistakes, its ok to make them as long as u correct it"

I also know i drift right a lot, but its hard to fix cuz our car has issues with tire pressure so it automatically kinda goes right.

Idk i guess i just feel super discouraged and im super passionate about cars and driving and driving is so much fun to me but like whenever i make mistakes i feel like driving just isnt for me and that like ill never be able to get my license cuz i just make so many mistakes i js wish i could be good at driving

like idk i wanna be a good driver so bad i really do try my best like i always give ppl space to merge cuz a lot of people dont use turn signals i always maintain distance, dont break in the middle of nowhere, my turns arent slow but they could be faster, i ALWAYS use my blinkers even in the middle of nowhere with no cars, like im always trying my best but then i mess up and i feel like such a chud and like ill never be good at driving.

like my sister got rlly pissed at my for driving bad in a parking lot and also me backing out of our driveway and i did make mistakes but those times it was also my first time driving in a full parking lot and backing out of our driveway like i js feel like its unfair to say i suck when its my first time doign something.