My 21f Boyfriend 21m had unprotected sex with me without my consent and told me a month later?
I'm with my boyfriend for three years. I had clearly told him that I don't want to do it raw and will probably do after marriage only but the last time we had sex he stealthily removed his condom. It was a month earlier and he only told me now. When I got angry he justified it saying you my dick was hurting because of the condom and you were in mood I didn't want to spoil that. Also I got periods that month after sex so he said there's no problem he apologized and said sorry only when I cried that why did u do so he said he didn't know what to do at that time it was in the moment and that he's really sorry for that I even called him a rapist.
I don't even feel angry right now, just completely numb, confused, and not good.
I'm not sure what to do next or how to feel about our relationship after this.