u/N1kk1_K1ller

I almost tore apart a shaving razor and pocketed the blades to use on myself before my shower. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me. I literally have a friend on their way to help me not be like this and this is something I thought I grew out of. What the actual fuck. I need to do my therapy tools but I know I just want to reach out to my (soon to be ex) situationship, fuck boy, who I havent heard from for a few days now. And all these changes. I am trying to do better but I am fucking drowning over here. I need to stop delving into these shitty as relationships but why is this one so hard to fucking leave?! I need to be single for a while and now... fuck. This is too hard.