My mother was “allegedly” beaten so badly, she wandered off into traffic and was hit and killed.
At first it was base reported through police that it was possible over-drinking at a bar.
They ended up dropping the case against the bar- but a PI ( private investigator ) and another lawyer- are implying that she passed from trauma from a prior domestic violence incident that night.
There’s photos of her head bleeding and her sobbing on the phone with her friend hours before she was left alone.
Two days before my 21st birthday.
I didn’t even get to say goodbye.
I miss my mom, and I have been in contact with multiple people to testify against my mother’s ex and validate his abuse, not just toward my mother but past lovers.
My mother was the only one who didn’t make it out.
She didn’t deserve what happened to her, it is so hard dealing with everything.
I have zero. ZERO family to talk to about this- I only have my boyfriend and I feel so awful for all this trauma load on him. ( He’s had his fair share but I feel like such. a. BURDEN.) Sobbing daily over the injustice of my mother and constant speculations.
I never got to say fucking GOODBYE.
I dream of her so much, she was only 5 foot something- shorter than me and i’m 5’5 5’4 -
My little TinkerBell of a momma, so passionate and always ALWAYS on the move.
Her pure grace and strive was so much more inspiring than I knew.
Makeup always done, lotioned, smelled amazing, beautiful and elegant- a bit country girl but it made you comfortable - and fuck could she cook.
My southern mama.
I lean on you now and miss you more than I ever have.
Thank you for reading. I miss her and i’m drunk and naked on my bathtub floor lmao - finna shower and play subnautica B)
Listening to Kubz Scout’s Danganronpa to comfort myself
This can be ignored and is jsut for help.
buffalockndip on the tickital ticking for art comms for her urn and potential criminal investigations.