u/Naive-Bodybuilder580

I am starting college in a month and I want to reduce them as much as possible before it starts.

I (18M) am just finished high school and feeling more alone then ever. The thing is that I am annoying and tend to get on peoples nerves, I never intend to but that's what always ends up happening and because of which i am not a person people actually want to interact with which made me always felt like an outcast even among the few people who tolerated me. Combine this with my interests and hobbies and I am not able to find common ground with much people. I now see photos of my friends partying and enjoying with their friends and some shared ones and that just makes me tear up thinking that if I was just less annoying and tried harder maybe they would still talk to me. I am starting college and am terrified that the same thing will happen there.