can someone give me tips for improving?

I’ve been playing siege for half a year now, I was the best player among all of my friends, I’d carry them and I would average 8/9 kills at game. Then I stopped playing, now I’m the one that’s being carried, in almost all rounds I contribute nothing to the team if not losses. I’m genuinely desperate to improve, I’ve tried everything, watched tutorials, I’ve been practicing every day, but nothing changes, so my last resort is reddit. I have almost no reaction time and even if I click the joystick’s trigger it doesn’t shoot, idk if it’s my problem or if it’s a bug of the game (I have dead zone of both triggers at 0). Sooo, can someone please help me? or even teach me? (Ik that’s some stupid ass shit but I’m desperate)

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u/Ndjinnu23_ — 4 days ago

strange encounter of a bird in my house

hello everyone, how y’all doin?

I wanted to tell a strange experience, about a year ago,after two days my dad passed, I woke up and I was heading downstairs in my living room like usual, but then I hear a sound of wings that flap and then, I turn on the light and I see that a pigeon had landed in one of the cubicles that we have on the wall where we store things and expose photos etc. He had landed near the photo of my dad and my mom at their wedding. We let it out after and my mom told me that it might’ve entered when she took out the trash. It was a really weird encounter and I also wanted to ask, was it a weird coincedence or maybe the pigeon was my father revisiting? Maybe I’m just inventing things but whatever, also, sorry for bad writing but english isn’t my first language

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u/Ndjinnu23_ — 5 days ago
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my dead father said Heaven doesn’t exist

hello everyone here,I’m new on this sub and I wanted to talk about a dream I had a year ago (after some weeks my dad passed) we were in our backyard and we were talking, like we would always do usually, but I knew it was a dream, and that he was dead. I don’t remember all the questions I asked him except one: “ How are you doing in Heaven?” or something like that, he looked at me, laughed a little and then said “there is no Heaven”. Around that time I was also having trouble (that I’m still having) with Christianity, so I wanted to ask y’all, was he telling the truth or something like that or it was my subconscious telling me things that I already believed but with my father? Sorry if my writing looks a bit strange but english isn’t my first language

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u/Ndjinnu23_ — 5 days ago