I cry everytime I read the quran (Not because its beautiful)

So I, (M14), used to be taught the quran by my mum. I never want to any special classes or anything; All I jad was my mum teaching me every month or two. I'm not religous at all and I only pray Jumaa. Recently my mum forced me into an online islamic class, and when they asked me to read I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I dont know, but it fwlt just like when my mum used to teach me (aggresively) and I would bawl trying to whimpee the words out between sobs. The tears were welling up and I was petrified. I froze I stopped reading and my teacher was confused. I feel like whenever I read the qura'an infront of an audience, I need to cry. (I spent 30 minutes crying in the bathroom after I finished the class)

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u/NearbyAmount5502 — 6 days ago
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u/NearbyAmount5502 — 2 months ago

Does anyone go to GIIS AUH?

Hey so this is just an experiment to see if anyone from my school actually uses reddit so respond and tell me what class youre in :)

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u/NearbyAmount5502 — 2 months ago

How to respond to wannabe gangsters?

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u/NearbyAmount5502 — 2 months ago

Okay so, I'm not sure if it's the age group, or these are genuine idiots. Im' pretty sure you guys (being on reddit) are into popular english media like The amazing digital circus, undertale, video games and shows and shit. But I swear the kids at my school do NOT consume good media. These are 9h graders we're talking about here, and all they be talking about in class is some "tung tung sahur". Like what the fuck are you on about. Istg, in my entire school, I've only found ONE other person who knows TADC, which is insane cause ITS SUCH A POPULAR SHOW!! They do NOT know shit and have no personalities. Bunch of sheep I swear. Anyways, just wanted to know if I'm alone here or there are others?

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u/NearbyAmount5502 — 2 months ago