I seriously do not believe any guy within that school, would be a good partner for Karen. However, if I had to choose any of them, it would be that mf Crispin over Jeffery.
I wish I could just know how it’s like in other states without having to actually visit them myself. I’m not sure if Virginia is the problem, if I am, or both.
I can’t see myself living under their roof any longer. I don’t understand why they won’t just kick me out already, it’ll give me the motivation I need to go ahead and turn my life around anyways.
Actions do speak louder than words, but it’s not always clear on why people do certain things. Someone who keeps in touch with you and always asks how you are doing, could be doing it out of love, or simply because of moral obligation.
Someone who insults you and constantly questions your decisions, could genuinely hate you or think less of you. That or that’s just how they were raised to communicate, and they question you out of genuine curiosity and love.
We are raised to not assume things about people because of our inability to mind read, but how are we supposed to trust one another if we can never know the actual reason?
I made the mistake of shitting where I ate and decided to ask out a coworker. She didn’t exactly say no but she gave an excuse three separate times on why she didn’t want to hang out with me after work.
I also made another mistake and told a fellow coworker about what happened. I guess he also found her attractive, because two days after I got rejected, he told me that he likes her too.
I didn’t think much of it, because I convinced myself that I moved on, and that I don’t really care anymore. No matter how many times I try to push this jealousy down, it comes right back up. I don’t want to be a jealous person, because that’s unfair. It’s unfair for me to hate the fact that they are now dating.
I’m mainly mad about the fact that he told me that they were dating now. I’m thinking about quitting my job just so I don’t have to deal with this shit. It’s not worth being forced to work with them every single day until May 5th.
It’s either I quit my job, or I end up killing myself as a way of dealing with this jealousy.
I’m not a good person.
I have a small feeling a coworker might be interested in me. I was thinking of writing my number down and giving it to her.