u/Necessary-Run-6994

He was trying so hard to stay awake 😭

Early in our marriage I was struggling badly due to my son's disability and it was not easy on my husband to see me go through it. We were all a mess. At one point he ended up berating and insulting me in front of our friends, and I lost my mind when they left. I called him names and asked how I could love him after that and said he needed therapy. He definitely did. Apparently that moment was the moment he checked out if our marriage. I apologized for blowing up, he for what he had done, and I thought we moved on. I got my mental health together, and I was so in love. I thought he was distant because of work.

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One week before our anniversary things fell apart. He never checked back in. He ignore my son to his face, and me. He ignored my birthday and mother's day. When it came to a head I was told he felt like I had never truly loved him, and it's my fault he never said anything.

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I feel so fucking stupid. My poor son.

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Tuna melt with fruit and pickled beets

Advice appreciated I've never done art and I'm just trying to learn from a book/advice from my art major sister 😅