25f. I have been holding a lot inside lately and even with my close ones can’t be fully open because I don’t want them to be worried about me or simply can’t share everything because they wouldn’t understand.
I mean I might get negative with mixture of victim mentality(which I am fighting), so be ready buddy!
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I hate myself so much that I can't handle loneliness.
Yes I accept that, and maybe I should have stayed lonely to finally pass the lesson that life is trying to give me. But I am weak and need someone who will listen to me and say whatever they want to say.
I have people around I have my family and friends thank God. But lately I have to filter my words, my tone and all so they don't worry too much about me. And that makes me feel that constant unpleasant loneliness deep inside.
The thing is I am the cause of all the sh.. life and people around me are good.
If you are ready for a person with inner mess and fighting a victim mentality pls do me
(Not native English speaker)
I hate myself so much that I can't handle loneliness.
Yes I accept that, and maybe I should have stayed lonely to finally pass the lesson that life is trying to give me. But I am weak and need someone who will listen to me and say whatever they want to say.
I have people around I have my family and friends thank God. But lately I have to filter my words, my tone and all so they don't worry too much about me. And that makes me feel that constant unpleasant loneliness deep inside.
The thing is I am the cause of all the sh.. life and people around me are good.
If you are ready for a person with inner mess and fighting a victim mentality pls do me