Basically, I wear sunscreen, but its a mineral sunscreen so it doesn't come off easily. I have really sensitive skin and reactive acne so I CAN'T touch my face. Hence, I can't fully get the sunscreen off. Any suggestions? (Even after I shower and splash water on my face it doesn't fully go away)
Both seem soo good. (at least for me rn). I recently started fc mobile and soon got addicted to this so im spending hours on choosing players from the market. These two are my final options for cm with my budget.
Positivies
Xavi - absolute passing & dribbling machine. Even got the pass master trait.
Guti - height advangtage, great shooting as well as great passing&dribbling. La Croqueta - I really like this trait
Negatives
Xavi - short, a lil weak. lacking shooting skills.
Guti - 3STAR WEAK FOOT. This is the only thing keeping Xavi at the same level as him.
Right now, Im more leaned towards Xavi cuz Guti has such an ass weak foot. But does the weak foot really matter? I haven't played for long so im not sure. Also, do you have any better recommendations.
fyi the ovrs are inflated because i'm in asian servers. Nexon
I know that this is just a phase I'm going through as a teenager, but I want to express as much as I can so that I don't have to next time it hits. So I wanted to talk about uncertain ugliness. The reason is being that nobody really talks about it even though its ubiquitos(probably). Heres the thing-I can't tell if I'm ugly or not. I've been called both sides but mostly ugly as my sister never forgets to remind me of it. (She's also probably the only person to criticize on my looks). I don't want to share my face on the internet-but here's some features that I unfortunately have: Bulbous/fleshy nose, small and kinda downturned eyes, bad skin(sebacious filaments on my nose and acne spreading over my face), abominable side profile, glasses/terrible eyesight, etc. By The Way, my eyes are asian small, so they're acc small with like no double eyelids or anything. And so is my nose: every american, european person I see complaining about their big nose doesn't actually have a big nose. The thing is that all of these came from my dad, who I despise. He is a selfish loser that nobody likes and overall disgusts me. Thats what makes this even worse. Everytime I look at the mirror or when someone says that I look like my dad(which I do) I feel disgusted by myself. For a little bit more context, my dad is narcisstic and sometimes abusive. He gave trauma to my mom and sister and everytime he does, he acts like its not his fault. He is also obnoxious to other people, so I try to avoid going out with him. And yes yes I know that he loves me, he does this for me, blah blah. It is a fact that he is the main financial support of the family but thats where he stops. I really wish to bcome financially independent and separate my mom with him so that she can finnaly live her life and have some peace. Looks like I kind of slipped into another topic but lets get back to my superficials. As I said, I am basically identical to my dad on the outside. I really wish the my mom's genetics hit me too because shes much fairer and have some good features. I'm 15 now fyi so I don't expect that my face is suddenly going to turnover and accept some of my mom's genes. I do talk to girls but that is because I am objectively funny(not bragging) but thats kinda it. I'm not interested in dating or finding a love interest-just want to get some confidence. Back to my sister, she calls me ugly all the time-"you have a big nose", "You're gross", etc but we're friendly to each other so I tend to believe her critism. Realistacly, she's the only one that would give out objective opinons on my looks. I've virtually never got complimented on my looks before so it is a sad reality that I can't be good looking. I want to look decent at least. However, my sister did admit that I look kinda good without glasses, and so did some friends, but my body had to take all of my dad's stupid genetics and give me an eyesight almost as bad as him(-5). I never really was concerned about my looks until last year, when I started to stare more at mirrors and spend more time on how to conditon myself. Now it's disturbing my daily life as I can't not think of my unattractiveness. If you read until here, congrats. I don't even know why I wrote all of this but here it is.
