u/Nervous_Flounder_188

How do i learn more about investments and real estate

Im so tired and done. I dont want to continue but at the same time i have to bcs i wanna give myself the life i never got. Im not as good as others. I’ll never be able to make friends. I’ll never be able to be happy. I’m just a useless failure who is stupid af. My parents never listen to me. I only had one dream. And now it belongs to them. I’m a loser. Now they are paying for it bcs i couldnt do it. They arent allowing me for a drop year. Now bcs im such a loser im whining about it when i should be grateful. But they arent paying bcs they are supportive, but bcs they think ill fulfill their dream. Even if i die they’ll think they will be the victims but the main reason would be them. Why cant they hear my cries while my brother gets full freedom? They irritate me sm i have done so much for them, became their maid, their therapist, they didnt even care what i was going thru. Did SH few months back and their first thought was to click pictures and send to my friends to show what thing i have become. I’ll forever be tied to them bcs of the financial help they are doing to me. I wish i had studied better with this fuckass mental health and this abusive environment. I wish smone threw me in a river when i was a child. I hate today. I hate now. I wanna throw up. I can never be like anything. All they love is my abuser who secually abused me for five years as kid. Oh he is so studious such a topper. I live in hell daily while my father is an alcoholic and drinks and loses his twmper. One wrong thing and the clouds burst. When will my hell finish. What wrong have i done to deserve this. All i wanted was good friwnds who also abandoned me and havent talked to me in 5 months. Not even a check up. I know for a fact im not an exhausting friwnd. Ive checked up on them. Maybe i am the worst and deserve the worst. I will hate no one more other than me in this world. I feel i dont even have mental capacity to study further. My birth was a mistake.

Guyj is mmu solan not good 🤓 i heard smwhere that the academic quality is bad and you have to do extra coaching after mbbs for atleast 2 years to reach neet pg level- and ive heard patient flow is very…less-

Im going to join mbbs this year 😭idk if this is the right subreddit, i suspect i have autism (have been suspecting for 2 years now bcs my parents wont let me get a diagnose) so if any medico with autism is here, can they tell me, is it difficult for us than other people? i mean there would be a convo gap…pls let me know!

My parents are forcing me to take Private Medical school. It costs around 1 cr. I have been physically and emotionally @bused by my parents my entire childhood. I am 18 now. I cant trust them with my future at all. They will ask me to adjust with my other expenses and eventually there will be a financial burden on me. They are already asking me to give my salary to them once i start earning. They arent allowing me a drop year. I want to be independent and go far far away from them. Now they are fighting daily and its affecting me so much. I have lived my childhood and teenage years in immense stress bcs of consistent sexu@l abuse too, i atleast want my college life to be stress free. I just want to take my own decision. But they are not listening to me. I hate everyone and everything. Everyday i wake up and all i feel is rage. No matter how much i hit the punching bag the rage never dies. I’m annoyed 24/7 at my family. I hate them so so so much. I used to do SH and all they thought was “lets send these pics to ur friends to show how u actually are” pieces of shit. never in my life i wanna give them a single penny when i start earning. Was su!c!d@l but that just wont work it’ll only harm me.

How is adesh ambala med clg for girls? Strictness? Freedom? Ragging? Uniform?

From where can i get yakeen 2.0 lectures + material from telegram , and jo block na ho jaye wo wala btana pls

Gmc in nri quota or private college (same fees)

Tw: mentions of physical abuse
So my father is an ab*sive man. He has hit me and my mom several times. And the fact that he just swings his hand to assert dominance even in playful environment. Today i told him its not what he should do. He playfully tried to swing at my mom And i said he shouldnt. He got angry and started shouting at me. And my mom was also like that its playful.
It makes me feel dumb. My mom is literally enabling his behavior and then comes crying when something happens, and does-not even stand up. I cant always do it, specially when the blame comes to me every-time. I can understand but it infuriates me so much. I’m always the wrong one. Even earlier in the morning he screamed at me in public to the point i was shaking. I hadnt even had breakfast and was standing in sun for 2-3 hours straight.
Somehow I’m always wrong. Its my fault.
And he wants me to join a private medical college which has crores of fees and isnt allowing me a drop even tho i begged for it. Now he owns me. Great.

Tw: i was sa’d
I confessed to my friend that my body still felt sensually attracted towards non con in s*x bcs of my trauma and i hate that feeling and want to recover. And she just said im into bdsm.