I want to post selfies in the group server but I'm ugly
I am an ugly person, that much I know. I've always been ugly to others & I've struggled with it most of my life. I have tried to be confident & post selfies before but it usually gets skipped over or I get hate comments. I might get a pity like from a friend. The thing is, I see everyone else in the server post their pics with confidence & they'll get praised a lot by others. I wish I were that person. I know it would make me feel so good about myself. Instead, I stay away from cameras & avoid looking in the mirror because it reminds me of what other people see. Yes, some people are nice to me about it but others are critical. Sometimes they make me feel ashamed for being alive. I really don't know how to navigate these feelings anymore. I just want to be genuinely complimented by people. Hell, I'll take average looking at this point. That way I blend in to everyone.