u/New-Animal-2151

My boyfriend and I have been together for two years. At the very beginning of our relationship, I accidentally wrecked his truck. That was a big wrench in our relationship. He turned into a different person moving forward. A lot of things have happened due to the fact that I don’t feel love or respected by him. We get an argument every day and every day he calls me a whore, a bitch, a slut, ugly trash, he has said horrible hateful things about me. He’s talked about the way my body looks. He’s calling me ugly and I don’t know who you think you are. You ain’t nobody bitch he threatened to set me on fire cut my hair off, but he claims that he loves me and he can’t live without me. He loves me so much. That’s why he gets so mad at me he has to stay these things. I’m just very frustrated. I don’t wanna make this a long post. I wanna leave so bad but I can’t afford it. I don’t wanna go to a shelter and I don’t have any family so those are out the window.

So lately I’ve noticed I don’t get as wet as I use to. like I’m not getting wet at all. I can be completely turned on and nothing. I mean it gets a little wet obviously I can still squirt and have an orgasm, but it’s just not hitting like it used to what could be wrong. I mean I am 41. I’m not going to menopause though, and I am extremely turned off by my boyfriend he listens and does damn near everything right I don’t understand what’s wrong with my body? Please help.