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 I paid 64.1k twice for both the counsellings in iteration 1 ( eng + msc bio and env ) do i have to pay that again for the next iteration?

i paid 64.1k twice for both the counsellings in iteration 1 ( eng + msc bio and env ) do i have to pay that again for the next iteration?

i will give pizza party to all under the post if i get msc bio / chem

i wanted to share this from a while so i finally did today. i wasted 1 whole year for absolutely nothing. even though all the exams are over i still want to study and correct my mistakes but its already too late. i took a drop at 98%ile thinking that i will get much better in my drop year. In the initial months i was motivated and studied regularly, but as time passed i slowly lost interest completely and started slacking off. small breaks turned into mini vacations, and i started to go in the loops of doomscrolling , watching movies and series. After that no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt feel that spark that i had in 11th and 12th, i completely lost all the interest in pcm. i just couldnt study and solve problems. mains first attempt happened and i scored around 88 and similar in april session. this was the biggest downfall i have ever had in my life. just shortly after april mains session , bitsat 1 happened and i messed that up too.

finally then i somehow found this sub and finally after those many months my eyes opened. finally i understood that if i dont study now i am done for. but to be honest it was too late, somehow managed to get 205 in april session and everyday i curse myself , if only had i studied even 1 hour everyday in my drop year i wouldnt be seeing this day. i am in such a dilemma i have messed up my 2 years of hardwork because of greed of more marks. i basically have little to no options. everyday all i do is just do some mental gymnastics to assure myself that somehow cutoffs wont increase and i will get some msc, maybe i will do if i get lucky, but in case i dont , this will be the worst 1 year of my life.

i did not make this post to demotivate anyone taking a drop, my only advice would be to just please study or you will end up like me.

tell crow tell crow

i dont understand this , agar advanced ka cutoff increase hua bhi toh fir bhi no of seats in iit are still the same , so the people who will go to bits as the backup wont change either. generally when cutoff is higher than expected, people say the paper was scoring but why is everyone saying competition has increased this time? this thing would have happened last year too , the people who didnt make it to iit joined bits last year too, its not like iit roorkee is deciding cutoffs and they selected few students. why will the level of students increase suddenly in one year? there is no reason for that to happen. pls counter my points i wanna understand the logic

sometimes i get 180 sometimes 240 sometimes 200 its so frustrating and demotivating. although i know this is directly the result of few weak chapters and change in difficulty level b/w tests but still its weird.