Therapist desperate
Im a therapist for disabled children who fell ill last year from mental health and suicidal ideations and stopped taking care of herself and fell behind on bills. Cant pay rent but have a stable job and getting threatened by landlord . Cant provide therapy without having major meltdowns from worrying about bills because I cant focus. I have tried everything with landlord and he wont help me . He doesnt care. I owe $4000. To me thats impossible. What do I do. Credit is bad. Everything sucks. I only live for helping others. I never get help not even from my family. This world is severely cruel even when it starts getting better. I am trying my hardest to show up but also my friend was murdered in January and his bf came to hide in my apartment. Guess what, the landlord didnt care he said sorry. Its literally destroyed me. I just want to pay him slowly or just have stability. I am literally goinf nuts