Before my manic episode, I felt like I was a genuinely good person. I had good friends, a good reputation, career goals, and a life I was proud of.

Then mania happened, and in about 3 months I destroyed so much of it. I hurt people, lost friendships, embarrassed myself, and became someone I barely recognize.

Now I feel incredibly depressed and keep asking myself: Why did this happen to me? Why did I have to lose so much when I was trying to live a good life?

I know bipolar doesn't happen because someone is good or bad. But how do you emotionally accept that your illness made you do things that went against who you believed you were? Does it has to happen to only good people?

Hello Everyone, Harshil Sethi (24/EC/096) here. Ye bohot hi exciting and important post hone wali hai, kaafi kuch hai is post mei kuch bhi miss mat karna, specially for freshers and students of ECE department, as ECE is a very diverse branch. It's gonna be the best post on this sub. Apne baare mei bhi discuss krunga and pichle kuch mahino pehle jo Rukus create hua tha mere Mental Disorder (MANIA) ki vajah se usko leke bhi I'll be spreading awareness (last mei baat krenge is baare mei pehle apna good deed nibha lu). I hope is post se un logo ki madad hojaye jo apni life mei struggle kr rahe hai.

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(click on the links given below in the table, swipe right on the table to view complete coloumns)

Part-1 ⭐General Help (Subreddit comments)

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General Help:

F grade ≠ Your Future	Feeling low due to bad marks	Placement/Fests hopecore
Selfless way of helping	Too Comfortable Alone	Toxic workplace environment
Example of Over-expectations	Back-Scare	Harsh Professors?
JEE-Mathematics Revision for freshers	DTU ≈ IIT	Friend Circle Part-1, Part-2
Mid/Endsem Prep ≈ JEE prep	DTU ≥ NIT	Choice Filling
Basic Rule	Exams mei cheating krni chahiye?	All-nighter pull krna chahiye?
No more Qouta Advantage	Study chart idea	Ideas for each Dept.

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Part-2 📚Academic Help (Premium Notes+PYQs+Books+Lab Materials+Assignments)

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sabse pehle 2 websites bata deta hu:

i) Fresources - for books+assignments+notes+practicals+papers+playlist

ii) ResultHubDTU - for academic record tracking

ye websites kisi aur engineer ne design kri thi, idhar dusro ki mehnat uploaded hai jissey meri bohot help hui thi. meri mehnat neeche tabular form mei hai, I hope issey madad hojaye logo ki. jaise jaise semester proceed krta gaya notes ki quality improve hoti gayi. har semester mei har subject mei choti se choti matter krti jayegi jaise jaise aage ke semesters mei proceed karoge. sab kuch interconnect hota rahega to kisi bhi subject na zyda lightly lena, na zyda stress leke krna.

🌟1st sem (ECE):

AC101 Chemistry	⭐AM101 Mathematics-1	CO101 Programming Fundamentals
EE105 Basic Electrical Engg.	EC103 Electronic Workshop-I	VAC27 EVS

Note: EVS lena mandatory hota hai pehle 4 mei se hi kisi 1 semester mei

🌟2nd sem(ECE):

⭐AM102n Mathematics-II	AP102n Physics	EC102n DSA
⭐EC104n Network Analysis & Synthesis	EC106n Electronics Workshop	VAC11n Leadership Through Self-Management

Note: Notes de raha hu iska ye mtlb nahi ki classes lena band krdo, kuch teachers/profs important important cheeze bata dete hai jo externals/viva/interviews/exams mei as it is aajati hai

🌟3rd sem (ECE):

⭐EC201n Probability and Random Processes	⭐EC203n Digital Design-I	⭐EC205n Signals and Systems
⭐EC207n Analog Electronics-I	💗Communication Systems	💗VAC5n Emotional Intelligence

Note: MS199 community engagement course ke liye kisi government school mei chale jaana aur vaha par apni photos/videos click krke ek achi si ppt banakr submit/present krdena.

🌟4th sem(ECE):

⭐EC202n Electromagnetics	EC204n Digital Design-II	💗EC206n Digital Communication
💗EC208n Computer Architecture	EC210n Analog Electronics-II	💗AEC3n Appreciation of Short Stories

Note: 4th sem kaafi critical semester hota hai, iske baad cuz transistion hona life mei. aur maine jo bhi AEC/VAC lee thi, sab ekdum achi lagi merko padhne mei interest bhi aya, khaskr AEC3 Short stories aur Leadership.

Overall Link For Academic Help=> CLICK HERE

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Part-3 🧠Mental Health and Physical Health Cures

iss drive link mei kayi saare cures hai jo mentally aur physically important hai . They're based on my experiences. kayi saare cures hai jaise Movies, Homemade meal, Skincare, Stories, Workouts, Music, Yoga. Class 12th ki physical education aur JEE chemistry ka biomolecules/chemistry in everyday life bas exams ke liye nahi hote, lifelong sath dengi ye cheeze isliye ye bhi add kri hai maine do check them out. DTU has S tier healthcare facilities, to uska bhi use krna apni life mei agar kuch bhi problems aarhi ho Engineering mei health ka dhyaan rakhna bohot zaruri hota hai.

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I made this drive link for both men and women. jaise jaise mai apni life mei health pr focus kr raha hu vaise vaise samjh araha hai ki chemistry kitna important subject hai, sab use hota hai actual life mei jo bhi padhai kari hai vo waste nahi jaa rahi.

sabse best cure to mujhe Cure-6 Music laga...poora mood theek hojata hai, mood sahi to sab kuch sahi.

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Raj soin/Udupi mei bhi background mei pyara sa music chalna chahiye pure restaurant jaisi vibes aya karegi fir. Playlist meri use krlena

Here's the drive link: CLICK HERE (do check all the cures, bohot exciting hai sab)

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Part-4 🏏Sports

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Cricket	Badminton	Volleyball

Inke alava Football, Table Tennis, Relay, Basketball, Kabbadi and more...kayi sports hote hai DTU mei. Really hoping is baar ache se matches hoye. Not just for people with sports qouta but for all students also.

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Part-5 🚨⚠️Mental Health and Mental Disorders Awareness

Ye bhi bohot important hai please sabne dekhna hai. DTU healthcare facility ko leke bhi information hai ismei which is very important as life mei sabse zyda zaruri cheez Physical aur Mental health hi hai, baaki sab secondary hai.

i) 🚨⚠️ what happened with me?

Merko hua tha Bipolar Disorder-I (Mania). Seedhi bhasha mei kahu to poori tarike se psycho hogya tha. meri vajah se bohot kuch hua tha. Mai apni mother ko criminal proof krne mei lag gaya tha, dusro ki families ko ulta seedha bol raha tha, anger issues arahe the, khudko God jaisa samjhne lag gya tha ki I will change everything, apni identity reddit pr reveal krdi thi, kisi ne merse kuch na bhi bola ho mai usko bhi ulta seedha bolne lag gaya tha, personal chats public krne lag gaya tha, schizophrenic hogya tha kaafi, apni kari hui madad ko as an ehsaan maan raha tha, professors ko fraud bolne lag gaya tha, classmates ko terrorists, kahi ki cheez kahi connect krne lag gaya tha, Vegetarian hoke Non-Veg khana start krdiya tha, kuch bhi ulta seedha bolta rehta aur even linkedin pr bhi post krdia tha ki I'm leaving engineering due to corruption/terrorism in my college. Disorder itne high level ka hai ye ki agar pateint ko bolo na ki "tujhe Mania hai/ Tu pagal hai" to Mania aur intensify hojata hai. Recently maine isko leke post bhi kiya linkedin par. For 2-3 months I was trapped in some other personality, I was not in my control. Movie terms mei Venom/Aparichit maanlo. Yes! Aisa real mei bhi hota hai. It's a very serious disorder and thanks to DTU HEALTHCARE FACILITY and ECE FACULTY jinke support ki vajah se mai cure hua nahi to maine apne aaas paas ke har environment mei atank macha diya tha aur apni life barbaad krdi thi poori. I underwent counselling and treatment from psychologist and psychiatrist. Reddit pr bhi I want to apologize agar maine kisi ko hurt krdiya ho to. Mai kaafi Egoist/ Arrogant/ Misogynist/ Misandrist/ Stalker/ Creepy/ Angry/ Psycho ban gaya tha. I did irreversible damage in my surroundings, legally I'm not accountable but morally I am, as meri body ke through hi hua tha sab kuch even though I was not in my senses. Main cause iska Past Trauma+Brain mei hua Chemical Imbalance+Emotional Hijack tha.

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I am very good person who did some horrible things in the past few months. Now that I am cured through narcotic medications (jo medications bina prescription ke nhi milti), it's my job to spread awareness about this disorder and other disorders also (I'm still under counselling and medications). iske symptoms kaafi logo mei paye jaate hai aur ek baar agar ye click in hogya mind mei to issey bahar nikalna mushkil hota hai bohot. 20s ki age mei hota hai ye. Symptoms pta hona zaruri hota hai isliye I recommend ki ek baar iske baare mei padhna zarur and like me, do consult the DTU healthcare centre if there's any issue.

ii) 🚨⚠️Awareness about Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar Disorder Overview	Mania Disorder Overview	YT Video related to Bipolar Disorder
Severity of Bipolar Disorder-I	Medicines for Treatment	⭐My Symptoms
⭐Exact Moment I got cured	Article on Dissociative Identity Disorder	⭐Reachout-DTU HEALTHCARE

iii) 🚨⚠️Other Disorders

aur bhi common disorders hote hai students mei ADHD, OCD, BPD, GAD etc etc. iske baare mei aware hona bhi zaruri hai. yaad hai class 12th mei physical education mei tha iske baare mei, 2022 mei padha tha maine ye but aaj 2026 mei pta chal raha hai kitna important hota hai in sab ke baare mei aware rehna. I'll attach a pdf for this: CLICK HERE

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CONCLUSION

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Agar tum yaha tak padh chuke ho, thank you. ❤️

Is post ka purpose flex karna, sympathy lena, ya attention gain karna nahi tha. Bas itna tha ki jo mistakes maine ki, jo struggles maine face ki, aur jo resources mujhe mile, shayad unse kisi aur ki life thodi easier ho jaye.

College sirf CGPA, placements aur packages ka naam nahi hai. College is also about learning how to take care of your physical health, mental health, relationships, discipline, failures and yourself. Ye sab equally important hai.

Why I am doing this? meri mother ke genetics hai mere andar..isliye💗

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Agar tum fresher ho, to enjoy the journey. Agar tum senior ho, juniors ki help karo. Agar tum kisi struggle se guzar rahe ho, please don't fight it alone. Reach out to your friends, family, professors, or DTU Healthcare. Asking for help is never a sign of weakness.

Maine is post me jitne bhi notes, resources, playlists, experiences aur awareness material share kiya hai, feel free to use them, improve them, and share them further. Knowledge aur kindness dono tabhi valuable hote hain jab aage pass kiye jaayein.

Lastly, I want to say ki life mei marks aur paisa chase mat karna. Ek purpose rakhna life mei aur usey chase krna, fir dekhna ki marks aur paisa apne aap aajayenge.

Thank you DTU, ECE Department, my professors, doctors, counsellors, friends, and everyone who stood by me when I couldn't stand by myself.

I hope this post helps at least one person.
If it does, then all the effort behind making this was worth it.

Take care of yourself. Help others whenever you can. Be kind.

See you around, DTU. 💗

Here's the overall drive link of this post: CLICK HERE (ADD IN YOUR BOOKMARKS)

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My mom didnt ruin me, She gave birth to a devil. VC Fraud, Hostel Fraud, Fest Fraud, Admin Fraud, Discrepancy Fraud, Placement Fraud, Internship Fraud, Fraud Society, Ragging, Bullying, Scandals, Fraud Crowd, admission with fake certificates, Shitty cutoff, Counselling fraud, fraud in whole delhi, Gundagardi, Politicians son joining DTU, Exam fraud...sab pakda jayega. apne poore teenage mei I wanted to give speeches, ache se guide krunga, cuz in my entire school life, jee journey, college journey, maine khudko improve krne ke baad bas dusro ke liye hi kiya hai....I just need some support from genuine students, bohot logo ka hai support, bas jo sachmei acha krna chahte hai life mei unka chahiye, vrna is college mei bas rat race mei reh jaoge:

my 20 years of medical torture also comes to an end. whatever happened with me in the whole 20 years, I remember everything...I didnt made it to DTU, I was bought here. but its not those JEE scandals which bought me here. It was my willpower to bear everything and stand against injustice. poora DTU cure karunga khudse. aur jo bhi logo ke sath galat ho raha haina DTU mei, I'm seeing some posts recently, (like this: https://www.reddit.com/r/indiasocial/comments/1u9tpwd/i_think_dying_is_better_than_this_pain/ )sab theek krdunga. Its my responsibilty. bekar chal rahi hai na placements? ruko, foreign tak ka scene set krwaunga is college se, ye mera vada hai. (ALSO comment mei kisi ne poocha hai "WHAT HAPPENED?", uska reply check karlo)

Also, My dad was forced to leave his Business of Telecommunication Products, forced to join politics, left politics also... par beta naam roshan krega apne baap ka (btw, ECE mei hi ata hai na Telecommunication subject bhi. Genetics mei hai, I was built for this)

~Harshil Sethi 24/EC/096

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THIS IS ME, I WILL CHANGE DELHI, JEE MAIN SCANDAL, JEE ADVANCED SCANDAL, NEET SCAM, DTU SCANDAL. FRAUD VC, FAKE CERTIFICATES, INTERNSHIPS, SCHOLARSHIPS, WIVES TRAPPING THEIR HUSBANDS.

Destiny arrived beautiful, Because my mom who's a doctor according to her profession was behind all this.

next post: https://www.reddit.com/r/DTU__Delhi/comments/1ubdplo/dtu_scandal_20232026_comes_to_an_end_bohot_maze/ (do check comments, baaki college mei aake sambhal lunga sab kuch)