Will a tiny bit of sub set me back?
Officially day 14 off 7oh. Day 5 off of suboxone. These post acutes are killing me. Not even sure if they’re post acutes or just straight up withdrawal from the subs, but man I have zero energy. Everything feels heavy, every task too big. Work this week was the worst thing ever. Just so depressed, I have propranolol that’s been kinda taking the edge off the anxiety and have been loading up magnesium and vitamin C, but nothing helping the feeling of just wanting to slump in bed and can’t get comfortable. If I were to take a small dose of subs tomorrow just to have one good day, is that a horrible idea? Something tells me it obviously is. And I’ve been strong for this long why ruin it for one good day (which, could turn into 3 “good days” then 4, then so on with how addictive my brain is.) just needing someone to tell me what I should do.