u/Night_Bruxa

M, 26. Every time I drink or smoke weed I feel a strong desire to kiss or hook up with a man, but at the very moment I get sober I feel ashamed and kinda disgusted because of my previous thoughts. (Probably it’s a good moment to mention that I’m from very conservative and traditional Eastern European country and just couple of years ago moved to North America). But somehow, if men dressed in a women clothes(like a drag show or so popular nowadays “femboys”), or behave openly gay, I feel mostly no shame(or at least pretty much less). What a hell is wrong with me? Am I a bisexual at all or just confused?