u/No-Document6024

I had 6 months clean. Relapsed in December. Thought I could smoke every now and then and be fine. The demon got me and here I sit in my vehicle, homeless in a Walmart parking lot starving.

I ended up back on the needle. Lost my job, my mom doesn't speak to me anymore. I won and gambled back almost 20k online. Ran out of gas 100 times. Hydroplaned onto a beautiful lawn. Became obsessed with a man who bluntly told me over and over he didn't like me. Was cussed out by basically everyone. Made a complete fool of myself. Even one of my dealers pleaded with me for my life.

Today is day one. Addiction is a MF and as bad as I want to beat myself up I'm grateful I am alive to have this chance once again.

Hjay922 will send right back quickly