u/No-Gur4861

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Hello, I am 18F, suffering from migraine all day everyday, they are unending and even if they do end through painkillers, it's just momentary....I seem to see no end to the fucking pain, any doctor I go to, he prescribes me meds that makes me sleep most of the day and makes me unable to do anything....I hate it.. anything and everything triggers my migraine.. studying, breathing, watching tv, sleeping, laughing hard.. ANYTHING ATP....I am thinking of getting botox, idk if it will help me..but I am desperate...can people tell me their experiences and effectiveness of botox for migraine...I wanna read both positive and negative ones.... anything...just a real experience, thankyou.

I have been having a continuous migraine attack since last Friday...it keeps decreasing increasing but there's a migraine everyday... suffering from chronic migraines since past two years, 18F, ask me anything and everything, PLEASE, NEED A FUCKING DISTRACTION FROM THIS PAIN...I AM SEEING WHITE RN LOL

I have been suffering from migraine since two years (18F), I was in class 11 then,it got bad, really bad (a migraine everyday all day long with varying intensities) a year back, got so bad I had to drop class 12...now doing class 12 again, xthere have been so many fuckups.....I was an extremely bright student up until class 10, until the migraines began....and now, I can't even function through life, let alone study properly...and no, this is not an excuse, I desperately wish I could study like I used to....I see my peers doing well in their lives, I see them getting good colleges while I AM FUCKING STUCK HERE, I just wish death came over me....I feel like such a failure...and no I am NOT JEALOUS, I am just sad that people worse than me...or people like me are doing so much better in their lives while I am stuck with an illness that's not even called an illness rn, I HATE IT, I absolutely hate how I have lost my potential, my life...my everything...I don't even know if I'll be functional enough to do college....my biggest fear was becoming a house wife, and now....I fear that might become true, I wanted a successful damn life, a fucking lofe my parents would be proud of.... but now...I am just a broken mess trying to get by.... letting down everyone... yesterday I was crying...having thoughts of death...my boyfriend comforted me...said what if I can't work, what if I can't go to college, that does not dim my value, that he would take care of me his whole life lovingly..it should have comforted me....made me happy I had a boyfriend like that....but...that possibility hurt so much, because all my life, I have dreaded becoming that....I just wish I were healthy like I used to...I wish my illness was not undermined...I wish I just had a normal life where I could work hard....I wish....I could live... properly....I feel like I am fucking drowning and there's no way out...and the meds? They fucked with my brain bad among the other side effects and my doctor didn't even bother telling me haha

My migraine has been getting worse again after a little hope a few days back, I again feel like just cutting off existing, fellow migraine girlies/guys, can y'all tell me your motivation to keep going through the constant pain everyday, because I am losing it slowly