ho jayega toh ho jayega pattern change bc
darta hu kya mai
par ye har dosre din video daalne ka kya matlab hai
inki kyu bhen chud jaati hai koi random article aate hee
I've put it all in for that one college
Aaj tak jaha jaha bhi clutch karne ki zarurat thi, waha kara
9th me 74 se 10th me 95
11th me 70 se 12th me again 95
But ek hee jagah choke kar diya, jaha sabse zyada zarurat thi accha karne ki - CUET
Can't put in words how much I regret it
Only and only SRCC can cover this guilt.
Dear god...
Ek academic comeback, aakhri academic comeback
I hope
I just hope
Manifesting it
Day night
Jab dekho taane toh aise dete hai jaise maine drop leke inki bhen chod di ho
i was 14 when my mom entered my room just to catch me watching corn when i was supposed to study
she got furious and called papa
i got really afraid, coz he's a monster when he gets angey
he entered
mom told everything to him
he sent mom outside, and instead of scolding me, he explained me how he had done all sorts of bad things in his own teen years and advised and encouraged me to not get involved in such things
that maturity, that character, that .... i don't have the words to explain
it changed me forever
i had passed 9th grade with 74% and this incident happened at the summer breaks of 10t class
i took the pledge to make this guy proud, really really proud
scored 95% in 10th and 94% in my 12th
all thanks to the one incident and the maturity of this guy, which shaped me, changed my academic journey forever
i truly love you papa
So i am a dropper and scored 860 in cuet 2026 and 95% in boards and have taken a full drop for SRCC
Papa se kal baat kari, unhone saaf bol diya ki agle saal SRCC hoye toh chala jaana college, warna no 2,3 me nahi jaana, seedha business join karlu
Uski muskaan se mera dill juda tha
Uski khamoshi me bhi mere liye ishq chupaa tha
Yahi bakchodi karta reh gaya poore saal
isi ki wajah se mera SRCC chuda tha
trusting my goat in this drop year
So the story begins when I was in 9th. I had always been an average student and used to get 70-80% in class. My parents had hopes, and had always told me to aim for high, aim for 90% but that felt like an impossible dream for me. In 9th I got 72%.
So I was really clear that I gonna make it to 90% in 10th at the start of that class itself. I decided to begin it early to get an advantage. As soon as class 9th ended, I started preparing, even before school began of class 10th.
I had the habit to study late till night, and gharwale mazak me puchte the ki raat ko padhta bhi hai ya kya karta hai
I swaer to god, maine raat ko ek baar bhi corn nahi dekha tha, infact that was my peak hours jab 100 percent focus ke sath padh paata tha.
I was preparing well. But then during my summer vacations, an incident happened which changed me, my relation with my parents, forever.
I had never watched corn in my entire life but I had seen a channel on telegram of soft corn. So one afternoon, when was studying in my room, but all of a sudden iccha hui ki wo dekh lu wapas opened that telegram channel of soft corn.
Achanak se gate khula and mummy aa gayi. I minimised all the screens. Mummy boli dikha kya dekh raha tha warna tere bhai ko bulau dekhne ko. I quickly tried to turn those screens off but mummy saw that.
Papa aaye bohot gussa aaya par, bilkul nahi daata. Mummy ko bahar bheja and mujhe pyaar se samjhaye ki galat direction me mat jaa. But I was devastated with that incident. Mummy papa ko lagta hoga ki Mai raat bhar wahi kaam karta tha. I cried like hell.
Fir my laptop was taken away from me and I didn't had any phone till then. That laptop was my right hand. I used to study online. Ab mujhe padhne ke liye mummy ka phone use karna padta tha and 8 was not allowed to go to my room and was supposed to study in the common room if I had to use mobile.
That phase was hell, trust me, truly hell. Nobody trusted me. I was destroyed. Suicidal thoughts aate the. Uss time decide kar liya ki ab 10th top marke papa ka bharosa jeetunga, once again.
Targeting BCom hons in SRCC next year (partial dropper btw)
My friend was telling me that I cannot join anything in the sy if I don't do it in the future itself. For some personal reasons I won't be able to join them and take part in them.
