u/No-Individual-1127

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So the story begins when I was in 9th. I had always been an average student and used to get 70-80% in class. My parents had hopes, and had always told me to aim for high, aim for 90% but that felt like an impossible dream for me. In 9th I got 72%.

So I was really clear that I gonna make it to 90% in 10th at the start of that class itself. I decided to begin it early to get an advantage. As soon as class 9th ended, I started preparing, even before school began of class 10th.

I had the habit to study late till night, and gharwale mazak me puchte the ki raat ko padhta bhi hai ya kya karta hai

I swaer to god, maine raat ko ek baar bhi corn nahi dekha tha, infact that was my peak hours jab 100 percent focus ke sath padh paata tha.

I was preparing well. But then during my summer vacations, an incident happened which changed me, my relation with my parents, forever.

I had never watched corn in my entire life but I had seen a channel on telegram of soft corn. So one afternoon, when was studying in my room, but all of a sudden iccha hui ki wo dekh lu wapas opened that telegram channel of soft corn.

Achanak se gate khula and mummy aa gayi. I minimised all the screens. Mummy boli dikha kya dekh raha tha warna tere bhai ko bulau dekhne ko. I quickly tried to turn those screens off but mummy saw that.

Papa aaye bohot gussa aaya par, bilkul nahi daata. Mummy ko bahar bheja and mujhe pyaar se samjhaye ki galat direction me mat jaa. But I was devastated with that incident. Mummy papa ko lagta hoga ki Mai raat bhar wahi kaam karta tha. I cried like hell.

Fir my laptop was taken away from me and I didn't had any phone till then. That laptop was my right hand. I used to study online. Ab mujhe padhne ke liye mummy ka phone use karna padta tha and 8 was not allowed to go to my room and was supposed to study in the common room if I had to use mobile.

That phase was hell, trust me, truly hell. Nobody trusted me. I was destroyed. Suicidal thoughts aate the. Uss time decide kar liya ki ab 10th top marke papa ka bharosa jeetunga, once again.

My friend was telling me that I cannot join anything in the sy if I don't do it in the future itself. For some personal reasons I won't be able to join them and take part in them.

I got 874 raw score gen, jinme me 2 sawalo ki marking scheme me galat answer hai fs, yani 886 hogaye, bcom hons target kar raha hu

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Mujhe NM college ka BAF course mil gaya hai, Mumbai University ka top college top course.

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Ab mai confuse hu kya karu, mumbai jau ya delhi. Delhi me toh normal college hee milega.

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I'm from Rajasthan btw.

Sala itni hi-fi ameer log mkc meri toh aais tais ho rahi hai pg lene me hee

Aaj pehli baar college jaa raha hu, kitni der pehle jau class start hone se pehle.

I couldn't attend today, isliye puch rha hu, kya kaisa Raha bhailog college ka pehla din