u/No-Midnight-5555

Thoughts anyone?

The more I age the worse this void called BPD by people with degrees seems to get. I try to learn and grow and change and heal but at the end of the day it’s worse without a doubt in my mind. I’ve lost my love for everything, lost all my friends, my family hates me and I’m just working manual labor with a degree in jazz studies bc I can’t handle performance I guess. I really have nothing to live for because I have destroyed every single shot I’ve had at being something I’ve wanted to be again and again. At this point I’m just completely hopeless and moderately addicted to drugs to try and cope with the immense self hate I have. Sorry for the shit post. Prolly just more negativity that’s no one wants to hear or cares abt. Hopefully I can make this end soon

McCoy really put for blood on that opening solo. I love it supremely

Thoughts on 20s in small group setting?

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