Newbie…weird feelings
Hi all, so I have wanted to get into taxidermy for ages, I’ve wanted to buy them but mainly actually be able to do it myself. I found a workshop and honestly I was so focused, I loved every second of it! Not in some weird way but the delicacy of it, taking something that would be discarded (it was a mouse for snakes as it was my first time) and making it important, cherished in a way. But all that night I couldn’t sleep, I don’t feel gross but I kept wondering why I did it, now when I look at it I feel uncomfortable but i also want to do it more and become skilled. Did anyone else experience this? I’m not squeamish, I love animals, I just don’t get what I’m so confused about it so I’d love to hear if this is a common feeling