u/No-Taste-2325

I'm an adc player and over the years of playing this game I've watched this role genuinely turn to shit

The players here went from selfless heroes ready to be the conductor of the team even if it goes underappreciated to whiny permaroaming ego infested crybabies that think they know everything

And this wouldn't have had much impact before but Support is arguably the best role in soloq right now, it holds so much power and it can make SUCH a huge difference. I'm playing games (Emerald elo because im decently washed at the game) where I'm basically playing 1v2 the whole lane and getting flamed simultaneously by some elo inflated pissbaby that grinded out their broken little role and reached an elo they never would on any role that wasn't this impactful and braindead

For the record i'm not degrading supports, I think there are still great support players and I don't think the role being broken makes them obsolete but dear GOD I'm tired of seeing shitters on Senna, Camille and other piece of shit champions abusing the role and giving both your team and the enemy team aids, I want ACTUAL support players people who actually had passion and had fun playing SUPPORT even when the role was weak as shit and nobody wanted to play it.

Im on a freshie havent played league in a while, i went from tearing up bootycheeks in emerald and plat lobbies with 60% wr to struggling in gold and going on loss streaks, part of that is because im heavily confidence and momentum based in how I perform so when I do shit i kind of tend to continue doing shit and vice versa but also I genuinely have an actual inaptitude towards ganks

I try to base my intuition off of enemy laners body language because Im usually tunnel visioned so i can focus on actually outplaying the enemy infront of me but its not good enough I get ganked im mad already i do some bullshit game over im out of there

and this cycle repeats in just about any game where the junglers invests the resources to stop me before I have the resources or position to 2v3 them

And thats pretty fucking often because every time I play this champion its like I have a big sign over my head labelled "Use my little ass" that everyone seems to wanna get in on it's so bad like I genuinely dont know how to circumvent this without losing my lane pressure and advantageous positions

Im currently 18 im close to graduating veterinary/medical highschool and I realised i don't want to do any medical shit it bores me to death and I was just hungry to satisfy my ego of achieving stuff after being hyped up by teachers all my life

I feel a bit pointless right now, but I want a job where I can sort of balance desk work with like real stuff whilst also having a bit of problem solving and I figured being some sort of manager would actually be quite fitting for what I want

This came to mind because I remembered a game about property management I used to play, I know it sounds silly but I was wondering how I could get into something like this and the benefits/downsides of it.

Im emerald at this game I can play against a gold samira and still manage to lose the game, I win lane w 2x her cs 5 kills up everytime she goes 3cspm gets collector runs at my team buttonmashes and gets 10 pentakills while deleting half my damage in every fight