u/No-Value7503

To start off when I was about 6 or 7 years old I had a neighbor. We’re both male btw. I dont know exactly how it started but he definitely got me to do it. But basically we were practicing @ral. I didn’t know that it was wrong or that it was gay so I didn’t think anything of it. what’s really fucked up is that I did the same thing to my cousin around the same time. we started to do it again in middle school for some reason. At that time I knew it was wrong but idk… we just did it. And none of what I said was just a one time thing. I have so much guilt and disgust and it’s all just so weird. *psa* don’t leave your kids alone too long with other kids.

I am getting embo at age 18. I play basketball sometimes and worries if it will mess it up. Also should I even get it or will it make it worse.