u/No-War-2197

Hello, I have been shut in for a while starting this year. I don't go outside unless I have to (like going to the doctor or getting food). My mental health has been spiraling these past few years which made me isolate and I got this odd paraonia that everyone is there to hurt me in some shape even tho nothing ends up happening.

Talking to people makes me feel like they're going to snap and get very angry and yell at me, passing next to people feels like they're going to hit me and being otuside overall feels like something just will kill me

anyone else has felt something similar? Sorry if this sounds stupid or overdramatic, i don't know how to articulate my words properly n im weird ig

I like smelling my CDs and sometimes booklets when I get them, if they have a nice smell I sniff them more often. I get sad when some smell like radioactive acid