u/No_Instruction9769

Ive finished A1 and A2 while waiting for FAR results, then saw I failed FAR, so I took 2 weeks off to restudy FAR for my retake. After I do that retake in a few days I want to try to get AUD attempted before score release window end of September, but also thats a few weeks before I start working full time so to me it makes sense to grind one more exam attempt out with the limited time I have left this summer.

Is this timeframe advisable while studying full time?From my brief research it seems the heavier topics show up in A3-A6 so I was wondering if its possible to get a unit or 2 done a week and leave a bit of time at the end for cumulative review.

After my FAR retake in a few weeks i want to schedule audit around the 9/30 deadline but the closest center only has dates from Sep. 15th-20th available which is odd because that window is more than a month away.

Its also just those range of days available right now, after 2 weeks after I take my retake and buy my AUD NTS won’t those times fill up too? The next closest center is about 1.5-2 hours away in a different state with not much better availability so I want to keep that as a last resort.

Very curious on if the dates open up throughout time. The center is pretty much the only one available for people living in and around my city.

Drunkenly the topic came up and it was revealed her ex had me by an inch or two. She tells me mine feels the best and we have the better sex, but from my pov, when she asks for pics/videos of it, i hate the feeling of knowing she’s seeing something smaller than the old ones she used to receive. I have usually been the biggest for my previous partners so this is a very new feeling to me. Its not that i don’t trust her words, its just that i feel like she’ll feel a certain way/have a certain reaction to her ex’s that she’ll never have with me.

Both early 20’s, have been dating each other seriously for a handful of months now and are both on the same page about a commitment relationship soon. However i keep comparing myself to her terrible ex.

She dated him for 5 years. She says he was manipulative, abusive, cheated, and she said the sex wasn’t good. Unfortunately, when experiences of ours get brought up, i learned they did everything under the sun together. Intimate experiences outdoors together, experiences with certain body parts that she doesn’t do with me. All of this for a man she despised and said gave her trauma after their breakup.

Even further, to this day, theres solo pictures of him, and pictures of them together in her camera roll from all the years they were together. I ask why and she says i she didn’t get everything after they broke up because theres was so much content and she claimed it was time consuming and forgot (she only deleted the heavy things like sex tapes and public posts together). She assured me she doesn’t think about him at all. Seeing those pictures crush me though, how come the man she hated so much has all this presence in her life, all of these intimate shared experiences i don’t, even though she claims to hate their time together and tried to assure me by saying that the connection me and her have is better by every metric? Im upset at the lack of respect i feel like I’m getting, but also we are not a labeled bf/gf so i feel like I’m overthinking.

For context ive only had one relationship in the past of a few years, very vanilla intimacy and nothing as experienced as what she’s describing.