u/No_Raspberry_6877

(TW for violent CSA and sexual torture) I thought I experienced specific violent acts during my abuse, but I recently found out I have no vaginal scarring and now I'm questioning everything

The only memories I have were always very blurry and I never had proof, so I've always questioned it was real. But now I feel like I'm going insane because I truly believed it started when I was just a baby and stopped before the age of 8 or 9. I believed I had sharp objects put inside me. I believed I had bleeding and damage from violent penetration. Then I recently found out that I have no external or internal genital scarring and I have no idea what to do. I genuinely believed it happened

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u/No_Raspberry_6877 — 15 hours ago

▲ 4 r/obgyn

(all inside the vagina past the hymen remnants) I know texture inside is normal, but is it supposed to be this bumpy inside? Some of the bumps feel somewhat hard and some patches are firmer and have less sensation

u/No_Raspberry_6877 — 17 hours ago