I feel like I can’t talk anymore
Hey everyone!
I’m a rising Junior in high-school and I’ve been feeling very anti social lately. Let me tell you guys a quick story.
So, I went to hang out with my friends during my birthday. They planned it way before and had invited me to it the day before it happened. And I really didn’t have a good time. It might be because of hormones, but I was just not feeling it, so I left early. I felt like it was hard for me to talk to them, and tbh at first I thought they were the problem until tonight.
I went on a call with one of my closest friends, but it just felt so awkward. Like very very awkward. I could tell she knew I was just trying to talk to talk, for example, I gave a problem, and she just gave it like an annoyed response and now I feel like an ass.
Is the problem that I keep complaining and relating everything to myself? Like, I can’t even talk to my closest friends. How do I fix this? I feel like a chud dude, I genuinely do not know what to do.
I just feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore, like when someone tells me about something, the first thing I do is just talk back about something that relates to me. How am I even supposed to respond?? Like, maybe it’s just summer, but when someone tells me something, I feel like it’s so hard for me to talk back.
I also haven’t been checking up on people a lot, which I think also may be the problem. I’m just feel so performative all the time, like depending on who I hang out with I change. Bro the more I write, the more answers I get myself haha
Please give me advice!! I feel like Km gonna barf