Am i becoming mentally sick?
I am a 21 yr old indian guy living in a Scandinavian country. Unlike most of the indian students who have to work odd jobs to support themselves i have never done one because my parents are financially stable. I think i am a good student as well.
As you all know that hatred towards indians are becoming increasingly common, i am becoming more and more insecure. I used to be such a confident guy when i just moved to Europe. But now the situation is so bad i cant even look straight into the eyes of white people. I am scared to talk to them or approach them so i dont have a lot of friends as well. I have never faced racism in my life but it’s just the social media fear mongering.
I have 2 white friends. I would say they are not racist to me at all and i consider one of them to be my best friend. My dating life is 0 because every girl i look at i start thinking”why would she date an Indian.”
I have started telling people i don’t come from India if i meet some new people. I am getting scared day by day. But i genuinely want to live here and build a good life.
I am generally a very well groomed and clean guy. But still i hate the way i look and especially my skin tone. I have a very less medium brown complexion. I haven’t clicked a photo since 2 years. I am becoming more and more concerned day by day.
Please help me and please don’t be racist or angry in the comments. Its a request from the bottom of my heart. 🙏