u/Noahblfreak

I think i am bipolar, im 28 and i think the pieces are coming together…

How did you start realizing? I’ve noticed that in the last 2 years i’ve had extreme random manic episodes followed with months long depression with deep suicidal thoughts (my body literally starting to shut down from being depressed) , i think i might be misdiagnosed with paranoid personality disorder, ocd and ADHD, im fucking insane sometimes, i make mistakes and do things ( like drinking till i almost fall to the ground, which luckily i stopped doing few years ago) , i get hysterical rage, hysterically obsessed with hobbies and projects , i feel apathetic, ignore everything and everyone for periods of time followed with wanting close connections, and then in my depressed period i am deeply emotional and empathetic and can’t do shit for months feeling mentally and physically ill !!! I bever met someone like me to be honest, but i do think i got good at semi hiding these symptoms out of embarrassment… but i feel like i need help, What do i do? It’s scary, i always try to control my hysteria in front of my loved ones but it’s so hard!!

(Also on 250 mg of sertraline)