u/Not_Jesus8

Couldnt find luciferium at any settlements nearby. Cracked open an ancient danger thinking it might be manageable. 10. thousand. flesh. monsters. AND THERE WAS A BULK TRAIDER NEARBY ASWELL. All dead. The dude who needed luciferium grabbed it while the flesh things were distracted. Except they then proceeded to attack my gravship after slaughtering everyone. I told him to wield a plasma sword I had found earlier, injected him with go juice and funneled all of them through my engine room(right side). He downed all of them with like 10% of his health remaining then used glitterworld medicine to stop the bleeding. The engine room blew up because of a fire but he managed to put it out. Closest call I've ever seen in this game

But god damn some of the interactions can leave a bad taste in the mouth. And the ooc post-round? You either get praised or criticized into oblivion. I feel like I'm being overly sensitive but dude sometimes these people genuinly bring down my mood and all the fun is drained from the game. Not to mention being in a command role tends to attract the attention of admins more often. Things I've seen people do or have done myself go unpunished in lower ranking roles but once your up there they really start eye balling you.

I remember making a joke about how I hate slimes as captain. I got admin warned for being racist/speciest, hos declared a kos on me so I went into hiding. Then got another warning for going into hiding as captain and neglecting responsibilties. After the round ended some people said it was funny but then a couple others just bombarded me with insults even suggesting that I get banned from the server completely for racism.

After that I had another incident where I wrote a permit for a passenger to carry around syndie gear that they got from a uplink. I hadnt even handed it out yet and hos anounced I was being arrested and demoted on console. I complied most of the way, tried eating the permit i wrote but he shoved it out of my hands. Took me to hop to demote me but I disablered him after anouncing " IVE WORKED TOO HARD TO GET THIS JOB" and went into hiding. I learned from previous mistakes and made sure hop had my spare id, warden had my pinpointer and the nuke disk was hidden. I even called out on comms to use the pinpointer.

Admin warning for hiding. I try to be polite and explain exactly what im doing. They let me off with a warning but once I get to evac they tell me Im rolebanned 5 days from all command for abandoning my role, giving out syndie gear as captain and hiding the nuke disk in maintnence. I agree thats sort of reasonable but again, the post round backlash. The line between insulting the played character and insulting the person behind it get real blurry and I tend to take it to heart.

I love this game and the detailed simulation it creates but it really weighs on me emotionally at the end of the day when I have to deal with people who insult me in real life and on the game. I try sticking to the same server so I can get to know people but I still barely know anyone after 500 hours playing.

OOPS slight correction it might have been arrest on site but I remembered some people asking for kos. My bad its been a few months since that round.

Where to download server package?

Just go out and kill a few beasts [Mesa]

Holy clutch up