Swedepoon rant
> Waits from age 15 to 18 to put myself on the wait list because I don't want to come out to my family.
> Gets a letter saying I have my first appointment in 3 years.
> My mom finds the letter immediately, and I'm outed anyway.
> Waits 3 years and checks waiting list times (not feeling very optimistic)
> It's now 4 years for the first meeting and another 8 months of waiting before you can start the process of getting evaluated for a diagnosis of transsexualism.
There's no private routes available for T either.
They stopped allowing EU prescriptions for T a few years ago, so I have to spend my money traveling to a neighboring country to pick it up every 3 months.
I've tried to research diy, but the only thing I've gathered is "Yeah, it's notoriously difficult to do here compared to most countries, and you'll prolly get caught at some point 🤷♂️".
I don't want to sound like the "it's a controlled substance!!!1!" hefabjak, but getting a job is already difficult, and I have a feeling that a criminal record wouldn't help.
I was looking forward to studying russian at university (been wanting to since I was 12). I studied full-time last semester, and it was the most fun I've had in ages. But this semester will have to be my last one because I need to get a full time job so I can keep paying for my gendergp subscription while saving up for top surgery in case it's going to take even longer than I've estimated, and then move out as quickly as possible cause no one in my family supports me. 🙃