u/Numerous_Respect1189

What kind of notebooks should I buy for the first few days or for the rest of the sem?

Long thick notebook or thin?

Im a fresher going to stay at the ladies hostel in a 4AC. People did say VIT sell mattresses inside the campus for the beds but I fear they maybe expensive and low quality.

Can anyone give me the dimensions for the mattress?

I got 73 percentile in JEE and wanted sathyabama as an option. I don't wanna take the SAEEE exam so I just wanted to know if Sathyabama accepts JEE marks. Already registered my application for the college.

I want Btech Biotech in chennai campus

I dated my ex in highschool and he broke up with me after 2 and half years of dating. We had no closure and no communication after it.

Fast forward to 2 years later, I finished my senior year and was getting into college. On my birthday he wished me from his friend's account and who was a mutual friend to me too. He kept saying he was sorry and I got pissed because he didn't try to contact me all this time. I kept asking why he was sorry for and trying to get the truth for breaking up with me from his own mouth. Then the argument subsided and he asked if we could meet, I said ok.

Fast forward to a few months, he waits downstairs outside my apartment and I meet him. He hugs me in a way you don't hug your ex when you have a girlfriend, it was quite intimate. I didnt question it. We talked about the past, about how we were and about our relationship, it was weird considering he had a girlfriend. After that meetup we didn't talk or text at all.

A few more months after he called me saying he was downstairs again and if I wanted to meet up, I said ok and we went to my terrace. We talked about different stuff, some about us again and some about just general stuff. Suddenly he just grabbed me and started kissing me, I tried to push him back but I couldn't because he was literally holding me tightly. I pulled back finally and told him that he has a girlfriend and that it was wrong. He kept defending that he couldn't resist kissing me after he saw me. Then we went downstairs again as he was preparing to leave and he asked me if he could kiss me again. I already felt complicated about my emotions towards him and in the heat of the moment I told him nobody can know and we made out.

He came again the next day and we were in my room. He jumped me again but I didn't stop him and we went till third base. I confirmed that we couldn't be anything and this will not happen again. I felt too overwhelmed by things and I started thinking that I shouldn't see him again and I should move on and find another guy or whatever. I regret it so much, I feel so bad and I can't tell anyone. I don't know what I should do, because I find it too hard to keep this secret from my friend who knows everything about me and is very close to me.