47/m - Always wanted another chance with guys but got married
I guess I’m just venting, and that’s good enough for me. I’m a highly sexual person and have always been since I was a kid. I’ve been into everything and everyone. I guess I’m just attracted to people across the spectrum. It all depends on the person. I fooled around with some guys in my 20s and only had sex once when I was really drunk, which sucked. I met my wife around 30 and told her about my past and how I would want to be open and explore with her. She was cool about it then but she changed her tune quickly after we were more serious. Long story short, I have always been faithful and have had to suppress urges with a lot of j/o and the occasional pegging.
I don’t mess around with anyone. I’m in great shape and look about 35. I’m sure I can find someone to fuck around with, but I’ll never cheat on my wife. We have a kid, and that would be even weirder thinking about that dynamic. Anyway, growing up in the 80s and 90s really fucked with me. Everyone today have a lot more freedom in terms of love and relationships. Anyway, that’s my rant. Thanks for reading.