i think i got leaked
this is extremely embarrassing to admit. yesterday I
was at school when i got "excited" so to say. it feels so cringe to type out. now usually i would never do something like this but i went to the bathroom to deal with it. the bathroom stalls are completely enclosed, floor to ceiling. i did what i did. but today in fourth period, i found out from a guy i know that "apparently someone in the year group above has a video of someone in our year gooning in the toilets" (his words). from what he told me, it was recent, and the guy got the video by pushing his phone through the roof tiles above the toilets (from the cubicle next to it). so obviously it is likely a video of me. what are the chances it was someone else at the same time? im absolutely terrified, and ive felt sick since he told me. apparently nobody knows who it is yet, the video hasn't been shared to my knowledge, or at least not far. but word has spread. im walking home right now and i dont know what to do. im 15, surely this is illegal. i dont want this to get out. ive honestly had a situation like this, this is too stressful. its been hard to breathe, and i can't stop thinking about being known for that kind of thing. i hate this. i dont want to tell anyone so soon just for the slightest chance it might not be me. but i know its likely and im just really scared about the whole thing. i could play it off
with a laugh if it gets out, but id still never hear the end of this. i dont know what to do. im sorry about how messy and repetitive my phrasing is.