Beautiful Gate
For I am not of this realm,
and this realm has no claim
over who I am.
I have walked beneath its iron skies,
heard the grinding teeth of kingdoms,
felt the hands of sorrow
reaching through the dust for me.
Yet still there burns within my chest
a fire untouched by mortal weather,
a hidden language older than grief,
older than the names of stars.
They may measure flesh and failure,
they may number wounds like coins,
but they cannot weigh the soul
nor bind what heaven has remembered.
For I was not fashioned
from the hunger of this world alone.
There is something in me
that remembers distant waters,
quiet fields beyond the veil,
a homeland not made by human hands.
And though I wander here in weakness,
though my feet grow tired with clay and time,
I will not bow my spirit
to the fear that governs lesser things.
Because the dark has never owned the dawn.
The sea does not possess the moon.
And this realm, with all its noise and ruin,
cannot possess me.
For I am passing through it
like breath through winter branches,
like light across a broken mirror.
And when it calls me by the name
it carved from pain and exile,
I will answer with the truth:
I belong to eternity.
For God is the Breath that resides in all living things, and the light I had forgotten within myself.
Joel