u/Odd_Direction2260

Is sympathizing with the female star in nsfw videos a sign that I want to ba girl pr I am one already and just repressing it, I am amab 25

I am 25 amab, and lately I am questioning my gender a lot, There is a part of me really liking being a girl if it was relatively easier to acquire the process and also if I can just vanish from the people’s memories who already know me so I can start completely fresh. But it’s more like a fantasy this whole thing ig.. have anyone had the same experience, will it go away eventually.. How can I know am I really trans?

I am 25 amab, and lately I am questioning my gender a lot, There is a part of me really liking being a girl if it was relatively easier to acquire the process and also if I can just vanish from the people’s memories who already know me so I can start completely fresh. But it’s more like a fantasy this whole thing ig.. have anyone had the same experience, will it go away eventually.. How can I know am I really trans?