u/Ok-Atmosphere6376

Ok so I don’t have classic crush symptoms on him like not blushing but I also tease a lot regularly. An example is he already has a crush on a guy whom he doesn’t know well and I felt a sense of jealousy idk not sure if even jealousy just why him why him. At the dance basically about the crush thing was he looked at his crush and I blocked his view and he looked over at me and I told him to have some fun but he was afraid of fumbling while I told him it didn’t matter. Anyways he is in the closet as he is Pakistani Muslim and his parents don’t know that I exist. Me and him are very close and I remember at the school dance he was starring at his crush and I kinda roll my eyes at him talking about his crush. I also felt when school ended and there’s also a lot of emotional intensity and when school ended as I won’t go to the same high school with him we both felt very sad. I felt a lump in my throat when he left for the bus especially when we were unsure if we’d ever see each other again even though we have each other’s personal emails. Now we are opposite friends as I’m extraverted while he’s introverted. I haven’t really imagined a romantic future but also other people think we’re crushing on each other but can’t admit it. Also at the school dance his crush turned out to be kinda not all that as he thought and he usually comes to me for advice and confides in me in different stuff and describes as the crush situation as confusing. I also wanna mention we usually email every single day including weekends, outside of school, and even late at night. Also I wanna mention he does not have a phone. Any ideas on what should I do or any questions if you’d like.