Excitement about a hobby or a future endeavor leads to procrastination and then never doing said thing that makes me excitement?
I get excited about the future and whatever psychical feeling comes up from that it just makes me walk around and distract myself. Every time something "excites" me or gives me a jolt of life it seems I run from that thing and distract myself with the high it gave me. Then I'm stuck FOR EVER like how do I stop doing this? Is this procrastination? what the actual hell is this and how do I stop and conquer what I want to do without self sabotaging?
For example I want to go back to school and I was getting excited about the career I'm choosing and learning how to get good at school again and then as soon as that euphoric fulfilling feeling of excitement came up I just wanted to jump around and pay attention to literally anything else or maybe watch a movie. This happened last time I was going to sign up for few classes a few months ago and then I never signed up for the classes... Or another example I was getting into making music and the process and then the same feeling came up and it was so overwhelming and then I never even made any music... Like what is this? Help
Title correction - Excitement about a hobby or a future endeavor which leads to procrastination... and then leading me to never do said thing that made me excited to begin with