Me and my wife are happily married and made some really hot tapes together. She is overseas at the moment and I occasionally watch our tapes when I get sexually frustrated and furiously masturbate. It's not considered porn or addiction to be in heat for your spouse or partner is it?
Are you a young person but been told a few times that you're an old soul? Maybe because of maturity, disinterest and sincerity?
This girl who I'm highly suspecting was flirtatious with me today mentioned that I have an old soul and asked if I grew up with several sisters because I seem like that kind of guy.
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Ive actually grown up with a younger brother is all. Anyways, what's your thoughts on being an "old soul"?
In high school I know it's a requirement but optional in college. When I went, everyone that came before me had crowd of people friends and family cheering them on and when it was my turn only a few voices echoed across the stadium.
It felt embarrassing not having a lot of people recognize or cheer me on and while I enjoyed getting the paper I felt out of place not having enough people know who I was except for my major.
As for prom or homecoming, I didn't go not only because I couldn't care but it wasn't free since I transferred high schools so many times when I should have stayed put at one HS all 4 years to get my prom card
Being that SPD kind of isolated you from emotions and experiences, do you ever get FOMO when you see a group of people having a blast with each other and think, damn, why can't I live like that?
And sometimes it's a genuine financial constraint. We work a lot and don't have the money to do things like that or we straight up don't have friends in the locale to do those sorts of things with or express a shared feeling of joy when with a cluster of people like "normies" do. Do you ever feel you could feel the same way they feel when spending time with each other?
31 years old. Just wanna be at home and do nothing. Only a few people reached out to wish me via text. Not that I want to even call and talk to anyone or anything. It's the first year my parents haven't wished me happy birthday.
I don't know what their deal is but it feels like they've disowned me. Idgaf tbh.
I'm just sitting here thinking like damn, Ive been in this existence for 31 years. That's honestly a really fucking long time and I'm somewhat grateful for that.
Went to a bar because they had a free birthday dessert waiting for me. I had small talk with the waitress and the guy sitting next to me. That's about it