u/Ok-Jellyfish348

I have a fic idea

So you know how after the MOC Dean spent the summer with Crowley, he just drank and sang and had sex, so it seems like the mark removes his inhibitions and makes him chase pleasure without regard for consequences.

So in the fic he will realize what is true pleasure is being Castiel, so he makes that happen.

Would be fun if its dubious consent on Cas's part and if it starts as a physical thing but later they realize their feelings.

Bonus points if fucking an angel removes the mark.

Someone pls write it, I will sell my soul!

In the beginning, Dean treated Cas like a tool, just like John treated him.

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To him, Cas was valuable bcs of his powers. He did not treat him like a person, only prayed or called on him when he could be useful.

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"Without your powers youre just a baby in a trenchcoat"

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I know this was a joke but upon my rewatch s6 and s7 I felt so bad for Cas. Not ONCE did Dean give a shit or ask him how the war in heaven was going, if he was okay, if he needed any help, etc

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Furthurmore, when Cas destoryed his own brain to save Sam (in service of Dean, to make ammends) Dean was not kind. When Cas was making sandwitches during the Leviaton arc, he was doing it bcs he already felt useless, he was doing the one thing he could to be of service.

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And still Dean snapped at him "you dont get to make sandwitches!" Tf?

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I know Cas fell first but Dean fell harder but man these were rocky beginnings, not as romantic or obvious as I remembered.

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I am on s7 of my rewatch and I keep wondering, where is the actual prolonged interactions between Dean and Cas? Is this show just musical chairs where they keep switching who will be missing (physically or mentally) in each season.

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When does the love and pinning start?

Before I say something, you must know I watched SPN for the first time in very tumultous times in my life. I have some memory issues, like years of memories missing idk why, so all I remember is that I used to watch it and love it and love the characters and have no memory of any plot points whatsoever.

Recently I thought I am emotionally healthy enough now that I can just watch it as a show for the plot, not my comfort blanket.

So i binged s3 and s4 and man....

1. Wtf is Deans problem, hes so binary like x is human, y is what is hunted. As far as he knew Sam had not hurt anyone, he was saving ppl. And the fact that Deans opposition to the Demon Blood thing was not because its wrong, or it hurts people, it was bcs "you are turning into what we hunt" is so stupid like my dude the apocalyse is near, its not gonna matter what Sams inner identity is.

2. "You walk out that door, dont come back" -- off! Poor Sammy.

3. Why are Dean and Cas already acting like bestfriends? They literally just met and Dean is like calling him Cas, relying on him more than other angels. And the whole taking Cas back to heaven bcs he was getting too close to Dean thing also seemingly came out of nowhere bcs till that point Dean had not influenced him in any major way.

I would love to hear yalls thoughts. For or against, doesnt matter. I just wanna talk to other fans, I didnt get to do the fandom thing the first time around.