u/Ok-Love8767

I’ll go first I don’t always watch it all time because it’s something that doesn’t get me off as much if I’m being honest. I only get off to one or two scenes which I’ve seen before and then I’m satisfied for the rest of the day. ☺️

Does anyone else feel the same?

I was 29 when I realised I was Demisexual and it’s nearly been a year since I made that discovery last year in June. But I’ve always felt this way since I was teenager unlike most of my peers in high school. I wasn’t attracted to most of the boys in my high school at the time but I ending up really being into one boy and the crush I had on him lasted for a few years after I left school and college

About 5 or 6 years ago in my mid twenties a guy moved in next door to me and at the time I thought had a crush on him when in reality I had I made up an idea of him in my head once I realised I was Demisexual years after what had happened. I realised that I craved an emotional connection with a guy who clearly didn’t feel the same about me and never did and that’s ok.

Plus I didn’t know him very well I had heard bad things about him but only wanted to see the good side of him because I thought most people were lying and I didn’t believe them at the time.

He didn’t have the best reputation when come to having relationships with women. He engaged in mostly causal relationships instead of relationship romantic ones and this made me so upset because I thought I had done something wrong because i wasn’t like other girl he was into

And i stupidly thought at the time maybe if I was like those girl then he would like me.

I’ve learn a huge lesson from this and back on it now and laugh.

He wasn’t the right guy for me at all.

Rejection is apart of life and sometimes it’s a good thing.

Although I can be a bit shy at first I really wanna try and make more friends this year and connect with other Demisexual people like myself.