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This is me and some of my work- I commuted my first year of college then transferred to IU Bloomington Sophmore year, there I realized I was absolutely not cut out to be a linguistics major as much as I wanted to interpret sign language and switched to fashion design. Fashion is my passion, hands on is my passion it’s the only things I know I changed from days of lecture to 3 hour studios 3 times a week with sculpture and jewelry and it has been beautiful. But I still struggle with deadlines and just performing at the rate of my peers.
I want to learn and I crave education but it’s difficult for me to apply myself. I’ve always dealt with being “different” and that feels self pittyish to say but is how it feels. Over the years I’ve come to realize it’s inevitable and I have a strong personality and willpower that makes people question me, and like anything you can go to far and be in your own head and not think about the way the world perceives you in anyway. This is where I feel like I am, the boy I love is a biology major and comes from a very high strung family and his family doesn’t quite support us together because they don’t think I have aspirations but I do, so many I don’t know where to start and I can’t help but feel behind because I’m not interning and delayed in my major while others are graduating this year.
Anyway if you read this far thank you and anything helps

Friends and I used to frequent the property when we were teens as there was an open gym and fun equipment still left behind and I got to wondering what the property could possibly be used for it still had electricity and running water I pulled some records and there was a petition to keep it around the time of these photos (2023) because it is one of the oldest buildings in Indianapolis. After 2 many times we eventually were finally run off by Indy pd and they explained there were a plethora of homeless people that inhabited the building, which I can’t lie we knew and there were tail tell signs of but were always in a bigger group when we went so we’re never that frightened
Just wondering I guess if anyone else has explored it or been curious of its purpose