u/Ok-Umpire-3644

Theres this girl (same age as me 14) who had the same english, math and chinese classes as me. Last year I was in her school (k-12 college about 500 total people) and she was always nice to me, not especially talkative but in the "good aquaintance" level. There were very rare times where i overheard her laughing "at" me with her friends (im not sure, only heard my name and stupid + laughing) however her conversations directly with me were really pleasant. Fast forward to our chinese test right before we we're about to start the test i was panicking because i forgot to study and also forgot to cheat so i knew i was FUCKED for the test, then 3 minutes into the test she walks past me and drops a rubber with a bunch of cheats and answers on it then goes back to her desk. because of her I did well in the test. she didnt mention her helping me and her attitude towards me didn't change at all. Then at the next test she again helped me to cheat by chucking me a rubber with all the cheats on it midway. I actually studied and would have done quite well even if she didnt help me and I didnt ask for her help. After this I got expelled from her school (I transferred to a different school and she also transfered to a private school the next year) but before i got expelled i asked her for her number and she let me put my number into her phone. The problem is that the call didnt go through and her number didnt show up on my phone nor did she call me afterwards. HOWEVER like 2-3 days after i gave her my number she asked her mum to ask my mom to give her my number. This was the last time i talked with her which was almost exactly one year ago. She did tell me the school she goes to which is 10km from my school but im not sure how to approach this to her as I really REALLY like her and wanna be with her but i dont know how to reach her.

She has been my biggest motivation to do better physically academically and to push towards all my goals and often keeps me up at night when i think about her