Accidental scary shifts
Really need help if anyone can give me any advice , explanation or support, basically I’ll try and sum it up shortly , I went to Manchester for a concert afew days ago and during this trip it was sunny beautiful weather it was great and I had a unusual amount of female attention this 9/10 girl came up to me when I was with my uncle and dad asking me if I post TikTok’s and if I’m a model and then this other girl tried asking for my Snapchat in the concert and then another girl tried backing it up on me 😭 and all these girls were very attractive and much older than me 20+ I’m 16 but can look around they’re age. And the during the concert someone told me I look buff in my vest and long story short basically everything I want/ wanted happened in that day it was lile my dream day so It was my desired reality, anyways the next day we were going home but stopped at the Trafford centre which is a big mall and then as we were arriving I remember seeing we parked at block 14 and I saw the number 14 least 5 times now so I searched up the angel number meaning and it means that a positive change is coming, be patient ect, but THEN on the way back i said we’re going to block 14 yes and they were like “what? It’s 13” I thought they were joking but when i got there it was 13 and I was genuinely shook for the rest of the journey like what the fuck I jumped back and I felt a full energy change, all the memories of the girls and things I had in that day started getting foggy and distant and I was thinking what the fuck like how do I go back and now it almost feels impossible and then I started attracting bad things like a big pimple on my cheek the day I got back and I just have low confidence and feel like shit man idk how to go back even when I try and just “believe it” like the law of attraction i just have this deep doubt and THEN on top of this I went on holiday the month prior and the exact same thing happened the first week was great I had that confidence and attention then the 2nd week it all faded and became bad like I shifted back how do I just stay and go back I have no idea what I’m doing someone please help