u/OkMath9409

My urologist diagnosed me with bacterial VAGINOSIS. This doesn’t sound right at all to me. I don’t have vaginal discharge I have UTI symptoms and I have a urine sample not a vag swab. He put me on metronidazole and extended the course when I said my urinary symptoms weren’t going away. Do I finish the course or stop it? I already finished the 7 days. He gave me 5 more. When I go into my clinic app the results for the urinalysis say :no results. Also they first told me my pee was on the way to the lab then two days later I called and they said I needed to drop off another sample “. Then Monday came and I called them supposedly they had my result of BV. I have uti symptoms but it showed up negative on regular uti dipstick test. I don’t even know if they did a guidance test. Also when I dropped off my sample (which was very dark btw. Dark yellow) the practitioner who gave me the cup never gave me any wipes. And in the bathroom there were no clean catch wipes for me to use so I just went.

When I was 17 turning 18, I met an older guy at work who was 30 years old. (I am now F29.) My mom knew about him and I began seeing him and staying at his place where he would take advantage of me. My mom knew he was giving me alcohol and MDMA. And she never once called the cops on him. I now live with ptsd flashbacks and brain damage. And a life long resentment and mistrust towards my mother. I didn’t know better at the time and was using drugs to cope with her (previously abusive and controlling behavior) I feel like a broken slut.
I hate both my parents. Can anyone relate? How would you feel of this happened to you?